March 07, 2013
Hi Vic, old Pal.
I have been watching the trial of “Jodi Arias,” on line; live from the Court House in Arizona.
I believe she was in fear of being killed by her lover.
She killed him, like-a-child-of-rage, as a defence. It is a mental state where one becomes another repressed and hidden person.
In my case I was fearful of the lies that Denise and Francyne were using to create an untrue
story that got me evicted from my home.
The motive with Denise was sex with another and money and revenge.
As you know my analyst Dr. Lundel, told me “Denise will kill you.”
At her mothers funeral I was told by her nephew, Sylvain, the family secret. Denise had been abused by her father, when she was a child.
As you know, I do believe in God and Jesus Christ. I feel very very close to God and those who have left us.
Just for those who may read this email in the future “You Vic don’t believe in God”
We do differ in this regard. That has been acceptable to both of us during the 70 years we have known one another. My Blog is filled with testimony revealing how good you have been to me. We are all born good.
I sometimes feel like my time is up, but God tells me to stay alive, to add more to my story, as it may help others in the future.
“Ted” and my “Blog” are the two places, where I will add what new thoughts I may create and share.
Vic, I am sending a copy of this email to Erhard, who as you know is a new local friend of mine.
He lives a half-hour away from me. We are all 80.
My love to all of you.