Saturday, November 28

Profile of a Problem Drinker

Children of Alcohol - National Film Board of Canada.

This short documentary focuses on the children of alcoholics.
In the relaxed environment of a mountain campsite, a group of young people discuss their anger and frustration, and talk about their struggle to cope with the problems created by their parents' drinking.
By sharing their experiences, they open a door for others like them.
Aimed primarily at an audience of elementary school children and older, this film provides an excellent vehicle for generating discussion about alcohol abuse and the family 


Know Thyself - Do You know that Loneliness is Lethal

Lord, make me an instrument of thy peace. Where there is hatred, let me sow love. - Francis of Assisi

Know those around you intimately

Then get busy and serve them

God is always with you if you Seek Him

My First Son ~ I don't know if he is still alive!

Preface -  I like  to review a few of the pictures I have hanging around me: and some of the music I play as my moods come into change me.
The more I do, the more I know where I am, in the search for myself. Maybe what I share here will help you along your way to know thyself. 

I'm approaching 83 and work at doing my best every day; I don't feel best, if I didn't write a new blog page or two. I go to bed; but have to get up again to write something that pops-into my mind; So be mindful of what is going on around and let the people [anyone] Know!   The Internet was not available  70 years ago, so I slayed alone: Loneliness is Lethal.    

I hope this pleases you; until soon, Don.

A Guide To Post Traumatic Growth - "To Know Oneself"

Preface ~  I have come to understand that much of my fear and anxiety was my constant worry that I would loose Denise, my sweetheart, by some kind of medical disease or death, She had an enormous need to be perfect in every way of life - obsessively, Our son, Steven John Wesley, was seen as being "obsessive compulsive" when he was in high school. He is now a practicing psychiatrist, in Burlington, Ontario.  
I love both of them and miss them ~ Don Wesley 
It takes a long time "To Know Oneself"
I also asked for the best they could do.

A Guide To Post Traumatic Growth - Feature Documentary

Published on Feb 20, 2015
Post Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD) is a potentially devastating condition brought on by trauma. This can be from the stress of war, shootings, catastrophic burns, loss of a child, paralyzing accidents, athletic injuries, emotional trauma or financial ruin.

I directed this award-winning, feature-length documentary to try and help those suffering with PTSD find their way out. The film doesn't feature my advice. It is powerfully told by 10 survivors of horrific trauma and their families. Together, they list 17 guidelines back to health, happiness and a prosperous life. After escaping PTSD's brutal grip, they offer practical, crucial advice for millions of trauma victims, their families and friends worldwide. Learn more at
Executive Producer: Shane Krider. Produced and Directed by Greg

Strom. Edited by Neil Sandilands.

HOme less

Friday, November 27

Depression Years - Cooking - Homeless - Surviving 2008 thru to 2015

Depression Years - Cooking - Homeless - Surviving 
The Great Depression Cooking - Depression Breakfast

They were beautiful years for me: but was only s 1,2,3,4,5, 6,7,8, 9. 10 years old.

and or

In 2009, it became Depressing for me at 17 degrees-Centigrade [below 0], to sleep and eat in My Car in Canada ~ Ottawa  the Capital.
It got down to 23 below in February 2015
From 2009 until October 15, of 2015 I was Homeless.
I am 82 years old.

Money wise, it was gasoline or food at Tim Hortons,
I was rich when I was 77.

I really enjoyed watching this

Don 1935

New York City 1929

Eleanor 1943 

Don ~ Grandpa and Sebastian 2007 

Don at Camp Borden ~ Basic Training 1952

Don ~ Homeless ~ As a Paying Guest ~ Chesterville Ontario ~ 2014 

Mother Circa 1929

Don ~2014

Don and 2 of His 3 Boys ~ Circa 1954

My Half Brother ~ Doulas ~ 1942

My Father ?  ~ 1917

My Hand ~ Hoping - 2013

Don ~ 2007

Don ~ 2913 ~ Hope Gone

Queen Elizabeth The Second 1953
I received Her Commission as An Officer
Prepared for the Korean War and the Cold War

Don with His Dad who Hugged Don

Don in Paterson New Jersey 1943

Clara 93 years old

Beautiful song sung to Mary, mother of Jesus

Habits, keep us repeating.
+Hearts , encourage change.

What moves us to change?
Changing in a way, you never thought you would.
I not only know God; we work together as partners.
You can be a partner.
Now that you have found me - Follow me.

Don Wesley, I have tasted God.
(  )

For me... Don, my wife Denise delivered a
little new-Jesus for us to raise.

I'll just let the pictures talk and tell our story.

   [   Kathy Mattea - Mary Did You Know   ] 
Beautiful song sung to Mary, mother of Jesus


I just couldn't get enough of him

 One of his school teachers said he was obsessive-compulsive.
He was 17 [in this picture] and when he was 18, he became the Champion of Canada, in Toronto.
He is a Psychiatrist Now, with 6 children of His own doing.
If....  you need healing; see Him in Burlington, Ontario.
He will give you what you need.... Gods love for his sinners.
I'm inclined to think that God used me to show Steven how He works.


My two little devils on Xmas Eve.
Denise is in a Charcoal  pencil portrait, above and to the left

Thursday, November 26

We seem to Need Christmas ~ Why ?

Why ?

It partly identifies who We are.

We love the Holidays.

Everyone spends more money; so its OK

We get more Drinks.

It gives us a Break, to Relax.

Jesus was Born?

God created the Universe?

We get Gifts, if we are Good?

We buy a tree and tree-ornaments.

If we have a Family, it get us Together.

We forget our sins?

Music overcomes all Fears?

We become more Happy?

Our Identity Grows Wider?

We reveal How we Think and Act!

If none the above fit you:
you're in wrong place. and or

Just Memories....

And so on.....

Ancient Giants existed

Ancient Giants existed

Navigating The Afterlife ~ Magical Egypt

and or

Taylor Marie - Intravenous DMT | London Real

and or

Neuroscientist Describes Her DMT Trip

I never ever took DMT because my body produced all it needed for me to feel the way she describes ~ I am one of many, who are here to protect you, like you do for your fish aquarium.

and or

Published on Jun 15, 2014
Neuroscientist Dr. Michele Ross is a former drug researcher for the National Institute on Drug Abuse, turned medical marijuana and psychedelics advocate. Dr. Ross says she sought out non-neurotoxic, non-addictive DMT to help her heal from trauma. In this clip, Dr. Ross describes her DMT trip in detail.

Rick Strassman - DMT overdoses

Wednesday, November 25

The Invention of Illness ~ We are powerless in the Mental Health System

DSM ~ Diagnose Something for Money

See more below in the talk that follows.

Are You Anti-Psychiatry ?

See more below in the talk that follows.

Distress and the Break down of Community

Society itself is sick, yet it seeks to patholgize those who would react to this sick society, it offers them its technologies, it offers them its drugs, to numb them into accepting things as they are rather than to actively protest and change the injustices that exist.

Extreme States and the Human Condition 

With many technologies at our disposal, sometimes we fail to Simply embrace our common humanity.

and or

Monday, November 23

For Roth's eyes only

VicRoth must see this now ~ from Don wesley

A kind helping hand, from a friend - Exposing the fraudulent methods being used for illegal gains.

[An up-date  3/12/15.... 5:21PM]

I asked this gentleman
to support my cause.
He is a
PhD - Electrical Engineering
[This is an up-date to the incident on February 18, 2012]

Hi Don
You asked for an indication of support as you pursue the fraud and miscarriage of justice that is going on in the Montreal civil justice system.  I have to preface my comments with the fact that I know very little about the Montreal civil court system nor do I know what transpires there.  I have, in the past, however, been on the periphery of the legal and police professions, I worked for the RCMP for 7 1/2 years a while ago, and from that involvement I can well understand how a system can easily be manipulated for unjust ends.  When I couple my personal knowledge with what you have told me about what you have been through and are going through, I can only give you my support as you try to thread your way through  the system and try to expose the fraudulent methods being used for illegal gains. I don't understand either the complexity nor the legal implications of the problem.  I do know that you will need all the support you can muster to challenge a system that is as ingrained as that one is.  I will certainly pray for you and the work you are doing.  I trust that you will have the energy to complete it. 
See you on Saturday
Your brother

More investigation work for the collision of February 16, 2015

I did more investigation work for the collision of  February 16, 2015, in the early morning around 0:45 AM; kept me busy during the night.
I re-visited Tim Hortons in Winchester, and talked to Debbie who vividly remembers me calling the OPP 911, twice.  

Without my asking, Debbie quickly wrote her name, and  telephone number on paper: saying "give this to the prosecutor." I have her note.

That night I tripped and fell to floor; and she was the first to run and help me.  Like me, she worked in the Military  Signal Corps and retired. We are taught to protect each other.
That fall [to the floor], made think that I should go to the Hospital for an examination of  possible head injuries.
I did go, and my family doctor knows the results.

I won't reveal the telephone number of Debbie here on my blog: I am sending this number to the prosecutor via email. 

That accident reminded of the one that nearly killed me January 5, 1952. It too was in the early morning hours and the driver was drunk. Today I still get flash backs. This was same year I received the Queens' Officer Promotion. I was made ready for the Korea War. I was 19 years of age.

I did experience being out of my body and flying just above St Catherine Street in Montreal... the night Neon-signs made it appear beautiful. Two years later I became a Lighting Engineer, and worked for a group of  USA ~ CIA employees.
Later in the year I married and raised my son Christopher John Wesley; They told me, last year that he died of a cocaine overdose!

Until soon...

Grow your Emotions IQ

The Blind Side ~ Movie- The Real Story (Inspirational)

Extreme states of mind and she mothered Big Mike

and or

A Christmas Carol (1984 Full Film)

One super Lesson below...
and or

You can love someone or even everyone; however only God can you trust.

Only God, can you trust!

Until soon ....

and or

I have too many things in my in-basket; however, I'll work very hard to get back to you soon.

Sunday, November 22

Don..and the Products He designed - Gifts from God.

Every skill I learned came from God !

Emergency Lighting Units -
Single units and very large ones

Don at a Prison inspecting....
the work he did to manufacture
prison cells - made in Montreal -
This prison was in Kentucky
I have many more to come.
Finding them on my computer is not fun.

I know they are there. I be back soon with my Prison cell Manufacturing Designs and even more. And a Drum manufacturing Plant - One drum every 5 seconds. 45 gallon Drum

My Machine Shop and my Studios.

Everything I was able to do... "God" my Father, found a way to show me how... or not to do it!

The Flexible Arm for Hospital Beds 

The parts for the TV arm

I propose to you....
That this way of thinking become a Geometry Axiom;
Let us call this axiom....“God”


Lighting [Architectural] Parts


Architectural Ceilings -
At a Tim Hortons in Montreal West Island

Don wasn't Lonely
at this time - the 50's and 60's

An Architectural lighted ceiling. - Toronto 1958.

Even more God gave Don to do.
That is the way God works !
Showing Good Managers
To even be better managers

Don married an Angel,
Denise a manager, who gave him 2 smart children;
Don, showed them everything that could be done,
if they followed Gods commandments.

Did they follow them. ?

Two little smart...  Devils - Not what Don expected

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