Wednesday, August 19

Bitter Silence, a short film about child abuse

It is February 17. 2015.

Two nights ago while driving my car, on a quiet county road I was rear-ended by car who travelling a much higher speed.

He was experiencing Road Rage, or maybe he just been paid to murder me?

December 24, 2013 9:02 PM
"Christmas Eve."   -  The Day she left me in 2008.
I was told in 2007, too late, to be able to intervene, that my highly sensitive soul-mate, Denise had been Abused as a Child. 
The little hidden family secret... was now out in the open now.
After 44 years of marriage and....
I wasn't even given a hint that this very serious childhood injury had been done to hurt her so badly....  that it interfered with our marriage today.
Knowing how sensitive I was also... to other peoples needs from childhood injuries; ones that I could and would find proper help for, it can be seen as passive-aggression behavior, not to have told me.

The one who did tell me was her nephew Sylvain Beaulne. He told me, at the end of the Funeral for her mother. No one else said a word. And so I didn't know who injured her nor what the type was.

I have done much research and observation since then.
The following film is the one that my own investigation suggests, as being the most probable.

The abuse Denise suffered has found its way to me.  
It has really injured me.
Lies and deception
do injure others in the family
And it becomes inter-generational.
I believe that this caused Denise, who I Love deeply to develop the symptoms of
Multiple Personality disorder.
or more recently as D.I.D.
To learn much more about the harm... that is 'born' in our ancestral days; go deep into Don.
He plans a Shakespearean type "Play" or maybe a "Movie."

Rare Historical Photos In Color II

Waste nothing ~ Recycle Everything ~ Destruction is Evil

Waste nothing ~ Recycle Everything ~ Destruction is Evil

Make something useful for others to use. Use your mind to do only what is Good. Find where evil is used and destroy the thoughts it creates and it wants to share.

Enjoy giving to all... the best tools you use; to help them build, not what we want, but what we need to live a great life.

Most of all... never destroy a person: Just tell and teach them how to avoid making.... avoidable mistakes.

The History of Anger ~Have You experienced Anger

Have You experienced Anger

Published on Dec 8, 2014
Though not entirely Biblical... yet an interesting look into the History of Anger.The seven deadly sins are a list originally used in early Christian teachings to educate and instruct followers concerning fallen man's tendency to sin. The misconception about the list of seven “deadly” sins is that they are sins that God will not forgive. The Bible is clear that the only sin God will not forgive is that of continued unbelief, because it rejects the only means to obtain forgiveness—Jesus Christ and His substitutionary death on the cross.

Is the idea of seven deadly sins biblical? Yes and no. Proverbs 6:16-19 declares, “There are six things the LORD hates, seven that are detestable to him: 1) haughty eyes, 2) a lying tongue, 3) hands that shed innocent blood, 4) a heart that devises wicked schemes, 5) feet that are quick to rush into evil, 6) a false witness who pours out lies, and 7) a man who stirs up dissension among brothers.” However, this list is not what most people understand as the seven deadly sins.
According to Pope Gregory the Great in the 6th century, the seven deadly sins are as follows: pride, envy, gluttony, lust, anger, greed, and sloth. Although these are undeniably sins, they are never given the description of "the seven deadly sins" in the Bible. The traditional list of seven deadly sins can function as a good way to categorize the many different sins that exist. Nearly every kind of sin could be placed under one of the seven categories. More importantly, we must realize these seven sins are no more “deadly” than any other sin. All sin results in death (Romans 6:23). Praise be to God, that through Jesus Christ, all of our sins, including the “seven deadly sins,” can be forgiven (Matthew 26:28; Acts 10:43; Ephesians 1:7).


Everyone is Beautiful ~ Until Satan's spirit takes over them

Now it is 2015 and reviewing what I wrote far below.
A)  My Seiko watch is working again.

B)  Exposing Fraud and Embezzlement

The Devil - Biblically and Psychologically defined

The word I forgot to think about was "diabolical" and the most ugly Face that comes with such a mind.

As Bishop Fulton Sheen revealed in his Sermon about the Devil, it is the most ugly face of all.

I still love her deeply!
Vic, dear friend, my reply to you.
I am very aware of you. To say “if” is very dis-respectful, since you “know” me for over 70 years. You don’t fight fairly and that is your problem. Villainy is below the belt!
It is the “knowledge” that you continue to spread, something, that is meaningless and hurts rather than heals.
I am more inclined to heal than to hurt you, and I haven't seen any scars on your face; but just the look of villainy. I respect your feelings when you express them; which is seldom. This one now is an exception, why, because I hurt your feelings. Is your need for justice greater than mine?

I asked you for help in solving the mystery of [Viddoui]. You have a certain skill in this area! I saw villainy in the face of Denise; weeks before she left me. December 24, 2008, XMAS eve.  Did she or did she not love me, completely, was the intra-psychic question she had to ask herself; avoid the temptation or give in. She said it was sad to leave after 47 years and that she had given much thought to it, without consulting me her life long partner. It was best for both us she said. Wow, that decision, really hurt me.
You were a bar-owner and are an expert in domain of this type of knowledge. Just let us help one another is my only intention.
We, you and I, are running out of time. My Seiko watch; the one on my wrist since I was evicted from home just stopped at 3:24:40 PM today [Same battery since that day] I really do feel lonely, I know it well. Send me stories about your good feelings with little T, your grandson to keep me happy.
Last night my PT Cruiser rolled over the 100,000 kilometer number. 
Love, [awareness combined with kindness] from your eternal friend

Sent: Monday, August 26, 2013 8:57 PM
To: Don Wesley
Subject: Re: I am aware of you more than any other person. - And I stay aware of you always.

If you are aware of me, be aware that I have feelings, so try controlling your personal attacks
on me, like my facial features etc. I haven't dropped to your level, in our chats. So, keep
your boxing gloves on, just don't punch below the belt.

----- Original Message -----
From: Don Wesley
To: Vic
Sent: Mon, 26 Aug 2013 23:40:08 -0000 (UTC)
Subject: I am aware of you more than any other person. -  And I stay aware of you always.

I “feel” certain, that the Creator meant us to get angry with
one another and make the effort to hurt and help one another. It is part of
revealing the freedom of choice we have.

I am aware of you longer, than any other person. Longer but not more than Denise.
And I stay aware of you always.