Showing posts with label Beaulne. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Beaulne. Show all posts

Friday, December 4

“We forget nothing in life; unless we have brain damage.”

 
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August 24, 2013

To my Sweetheart, Denise
Many I meet, tell me to forget and move on!
I reply to them “We forget nothing in life; unless we have brain damage.”

And after 50 years of knowing you I can never put you out of my mind. We declared ourselves to be soul-mates before our marriage and on our marriage day. And you and I had wonderful experiences of loving one another and all our family relationships.
I was able to do extraordinary work during my life, but that ability of mine has been all but totally destroyed, by the courts unconscionable orders.
Moving me from my Home to Homelessness did the destructive work.
Today, as during all days past, I have real soul thoughts about you my Sweetheart Denise. 
You have hurt me, many times during the 50 years, and I have always understood and forgiven you. And I forgive you today. You did do much wrong to me!
Very unfortunately, you associated yourself at NBC with many very ignorant people and those associations finally brought on a “man-made” tsunami of devastation. You brought on a Court Case of pure lies. I am living through the devastation of those Court actions right now. It is a life of misery!
 
My full name, Donald John Wesley, and those of my descendants will carry forth the “John  Wesley” names:
1. Christopher John Wesley
2. Steven John Wesley
3. Michael John Wesley

It is my intention that the true history of the “man-made” devastation will be made known to all. In compiling this history, I will reveal everything that I know to be true. The Wesley name will survive as written history.

I was told by your family members, at your mother’s death, [Beaulne, Prevost] that you were a victim of your fathers anger; which was a traumatic event in your life giving rise to your need to kill me as Dr. Lundell predicted you would.
This injury to you, my love, created a hidden personality in you called a "Child of Rage."

If I had know this fact earlier, all in Gods power would have made you better. I would have called upon him to heal you.

I truly love you my sweetheart. It is still my faint hope that we will be together again as a family. In the meanwhile I am publishing our history as I know it to be, the only truth.
 
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Sunday, August 11

Family Photo New Years Day Circa 1975

Everyday I collect ideas that interest me; for my many moods and other reasons.  Then on unexpected days I put a few toghter and a new story appears with this "different-context" that draws in other good minds. Everything grows organically.
 


August 11, 2013.
It has been so many years since I studied this picture of them.
How many years - 38 years!
I had to call them to attention, for a few moments to get them to look at me and the Camera.
Look at each Face, and think of the Stories they might reveal. Who are the Angels and who let some Sin in?

I miss every one of them, even though they did harm to me on Xmas Eve of 2008, which continues to this day.

I was no longer present to take pictures on New Year's Day of 2009. [Sorrow remains]
Were my lessons for my children, like be kind and aware of everyone and hurt no one, too structured?
My only strict command, was "stop" the hurt you are  doing to yourself and others. A Police Officer may have to stop you.
I will help you get justice, if possible.  I promise you.
I trusted Denise, my Sweetheart, and wife and Mother completely. You can see how all the family children adored her. A deeply repressed injury [Hidden] jumped up and out one day, and ambushed me and attacked with enough to rage kill me. I was lucky to have escaped, with Grace of God! 

Dad,  Don Wesley -  1933
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Saturday, November 19

He said to me "divorce after 30-40 years of marriage is insanity".

Dear Diary

A song from the heart - Ne me quitte pas    
Jacques Brel-Ne me quitte pas (Eng. Subtitles)

On my travels today I met very remarkable individual; 
Jean-Marie is French Canadian and he showed me his intelligence in a splendid manner. He has the same wife and has raised many children and has seen the injustice of the courts as it has related to his sons. More to the point however is that he said “women have no heart, when it comes to hurting their own husbands.” He laughed when he said this, but quickly returned to say he was absolutely serious! We talked for over a hour about divorce. He said to me "divorce after 30-40 years of marriage is insanity".


I had no trouble agreeing with him; this has been my experience as well. We are both the same age.


Don [From The Silent Generation -  1930's]


 

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