Thursday, April 30

This Video is a Universe

How did I get here: I accepted an invitation from a guy in video who looked real.

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Published on Apr 4, 2015
As the starter of time, assumptions are made about you in this video. As the creator, assumptions are made about me too. As the person who caused the events herein to progress, dear viewer, you are in the unique position to observe which assumptions are accurate and justifiable, and which are not. Extrapolate.

These animations take a lot of time and effort, and I could never afford to give them the attention they require if not for the people who support me though Patreon.



This certifies that Brother
Donald Wesley has been duly admitted
as a Chartered Member of
Champlain Council No. 80,
on the 6th day of August, 2013.


I'm an old military kid at 82 years of age.
Is there more war.... about to start ?


Christianity vs Islam - (End Time Illuminati Plot Exposed)

Are these stories the truth ?
I'm 82 and still not certain.

Christianity vs Islam ?
I hope they are  lies.

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Christianity vs Islam - (End Time Illuminati Plot Exposed) - Last Days Bible Prophecy Secrets Pt. 1

Published on Dec 17, 2014 - We live in a world that is based on dichotomies. We see it everywhere in daily life in the duality of the sexes, the conflicting views of the two sides of government, the wars between two nations, the ebb and flow of financial growth and recession and even between the two primary religions of these End Times, those of Christianity and Islam. We also see this dichotomy in the fundamental building blocks of nature in the two-sided double-helix DNA. This begs the question: 'Is this ever-present duality a construct that is the result of the true Creator or has it been manufactured by those who have 'raised themselves up to be 'like' God', as the Bible tell us Lucifer would do, in these End Times? The new book and DVD by Dr. Scott McQuate exposes the truth about the End Time dialectic and provides never-before-seen insight into the Last Days duality that will raise your awareness and help you understand what is really going on in our world, especially between the two religions of Christianity and Islam. Forget what you thought you knew and what you've been told by the leaders of the Babylonian religious system. This new book and DVD as with all of Dr. McQuate's fascinating works will help you prepare for what's ahead by helping you understand what is truly happening and why it is happening in our world, today. Learn more by going to or by joining Dr. McQuate's Learning and Social Network at
and discover what the world has never known before now...just as foretold.




Semi-intelligent slime - What humans can learn (Heather Barnett)

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Published on Jul 17, 2014  -  Inspired by biological design and self-organizing systems, 'artist' Heather Barnett co-creates with Physarum polycephalum, a eukaryotic microorganism that lives in cool, moist areas. What can people learn from the semi-intelligent slime mold? Watch this talk to find out.



Wednesday, April 29

Our "trouble is" that we have established bad thought habits.

Friday, April-29-15
Sunday, March-01-15

I, Don Wesley, found these words and more of them, already written back in 1948.

I wanted to learn more about my father "Zachary"

"Our trouble is that we have established bad thought habits. We habitually think of the visible world as real and doubt the reality of any other. We do not deny the existence of the spiritual world but we doubt that it is real in the accepted meaning of the word.
The world of sense intrudes upon our attention day and night for the whole of our lifetime. It is clamorous, insistent and self-demonstrating. It does not appeal to our faith; it is here, assaulting our five senses, demanding to be accepted as real and final. But sin has so clouded the lenses of our hearts that we cannot see that other reality, the City of God, shining around us. The world of sense triumphs. The visible becomes the enemy of the invisible, temporal of the eternal. That is the curse inherited by every member of Adam’s tragic race.
At the root of the Christian life lies the belief in the invisible. The object of the Christian life is the unseen reality.
Our uncorrected thinking, influenced by the blindness of our natural hearts and the intrusive ubiquity of visible things, tends to draw a contrast between the spiritual and the real; but actually no such contrast exists. The antithesis lies elsewhere: between the real and the imaginary, between the spiritual and the material, between the temporal and the eternal; but between the spiritual and the real never. The spiritual is real.
If we would rise into the region of light and power plainly beckoning us through the Scriptures of truth we must break the evil habit of ignoring the spiritual. We must shift our interest from the seen to the unseen. For the great unseen Reality is God.”

There is more that is already written: I will deliver them, like a good messenger in another bag and into this safe blog.

The lethality of loneliness (John Cacioppo at TED)

This is really a great lesson of the many reasons not be lonely.
The good new is, we can get comfy by knowing God.

Too many suffer. ?


Illuminating the World of Modern-day Slavery

Published on Apr 26, 2012
About the Speaker:
Acclaimed humanitarian photographer Lisa Kristine specializes in images of remote indigenous peoples. Best known for her evocative and saturated use of color, Kristine has collaborated with international humanitarian organizations and is often asked to present her work to inspire discussions on human rights



Nepal Earthquake - Why it Was So Destructive April 29, 2015

Over 4000 are dead.


Tuesday, April 28

UNLOCKING THE SECRETS OF PTSD - (Time Magasine April 6, 2015)

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UNLOCKING THE SECRETS OF PTSD - (Time Magasine April 6, 2015)

Three Faces of Eve - 1957 Full Movie - 3 personalities.

Published on Jul 8, 2012.
[There is 30 seconds of advertising to endure]
Three Faces of Eve 1957 Full Movie 

Hello and welcome to my diary blog.
I will love my ex-wife into eternity. This true story movie explains how my marriage broke apart and will be rebuilt or re-cycled. October 29, 2014.
She even looks like Denise, when she was younger.

And take notice, how many times the 17th day of several months are mentioned.
I was born on the 17th Day of April. My name is Don Wesley and this movie made me cry.

 3 Personalities.

Dance me to the end of love (LEONARD COHEN)


(Ave Maria) - Charlotte Church

Uploaded on Sep 11, 2008



Monday, April 27

Jodi Arias' Prosecutor Juan Martinez - (2015 April) A chance for us to study Him for years and years.


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I escaped before my wife killed me.
Our family psychoanalyst  predicted  she would. I did feel sorry she suffered as child and needed the help of Jesus; and be forgiven.
Juan Martinez didn't seem to even know Jesus: is this state of thinking 'immoral' or evil ?

Juan Martinez, says in this interview that "he plays different roles also."

Published on Apr 14, 2015
Troy Hayden sat down with Jodi Arias' Prosecutor Juan Martinez in his first interview since the trial concluded. Juan talks about his surprise at the interest in the Jodi Arias case, and how it became one of the first big social media trials. He shares his thoughts on Jodi Arias, and the situation with Juror 17.


Jodi Arias full interview footage Feb 26, 2015

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Published on Feb 26, 2015
Full footage of the exclusive interview with Jodi Arias, conducted by Troy Hayde.



To Denise My Soul Mate - 2011 and again 2015

Hi and welcome to my Diary and Blog Site. My name is Don,
Today it is November 25, 2014. It is good to be able to recall our life events on the Internet. More accuracy this way. Also more insight. This essay is excellent to describe the background to our history.

We were making wedding love and you said “we are soul mates.”  1964.

We were in the Queen Elizabeth Hotel. We had just come from our wedding ceremony in Ste. Agathe. I will never ever forget that moment; it is a vivid memory, which returns to me often and just did moments ago. I still love you.

I trusted you more than any other person in the world.
I was building our future wealth, with Anthony Zingone, as a 50/50 partner.
We left the Hotel and drove directly to his home in Long Island, because we both liked him. What I didn’t know at the time, is that he was a New York Mafia Loan Shark.
I was able to defeat him in the Montreal courts using Chuck Emery, Clive’s partner.
I sold my interests in Weslite Inc., to Intalite Inc. and used the money to buy and complete my family home at 6 Hazel Drive, Dollard-Des-Ormeaux. I also sold my Jaccam Cruiser and used the money to add rooms to our home.
All my furniture came from my first homes, before I
purchased 6 Hazel Drive in Dollard Des Ormeaux, DDO. I bought and paid and it belongs to me.
You broke the law by selling that property and destroying the Family Home. You lied when you said you owned it. I used the "pret-non Denise Prevost. You are Denise Wesley.
Clive Allen, my lawyer, asked me whether I could trust you and I told him “if I didn’t I would not marry you.” Clive drafted our marriage contract knowing my reply. I trusted you, my sweetheart; Mother of our children. You lied to me.
And my sweetheart you moved me from my Home to Homelessness; do you really know why?
The prison cell panel which I invented and developed with Ken McReynolds, in basement offices of the home (I bought for us) has been taken from me. It was part of the wealth that I was building for us. Someone has that panel and the parts which made up that panel. Peter Howison and Francyne’s partner both could profit from the documents and development parts which were in the my offices and in the outdoor storage.

I reported (2008) to the Montreal police that the 3’ x 3’ panel along with the parts were not where I had left them. I saw this when I re-entered my home; you called the police and had me put out again. Why did you do this to your soul-mate?
I still love you.
As you will remember Ken McReynolds sent me a Fax at NBC, your work place, which promised me $500,000.00 for my work inventing and developing that panel. Where are all my missing documents and my tools and equipment. I need them to make a living.
Serge Holoduke still has his and is making a living.
I have not given up my work to get Justice. The Court System evicted me from my home and has made me homeless. I consider myself a victim of pure evil, but I do not blame you.

Now I'll work full time for God until Justice is obtained for all men who are misrepresented by their lawyers.

As long as I am alive I will work endlessly to get Justice.
We both made stupid errors in our marriage, but not enough to end it. We were both smart enough to grow and mature. I still love you.
I have a Web Site to get Justice and you are welcome to visit it. This site is filled with many diary essays.
Some people tell me to forget you and I tell them you are a soul mate.
I know you have told people you know longer love me; to this I remember what you said to me in court, “you have a funny way of showing love.”
I don’t have a funny way at all. That just proves to me you don’t know what love is. There are many types of love; like the love of my money.
You left me, I didn’t leave you. What can we call what you showed me? I still love you. It seems you have a need to kill me also.
Michael, has told Eleanor that I will get my lost wealth from you. Michael has also told that to Vic Roth. When will I receive "my wealth" from you?
I still love you.
Love (Care and Aware) Don
You can see here, how my memory, is mixed up a little bit. I quote...
“I climbed up the door and opened the stairs, Said my pyjamas and put on my prayers, Then I turned off the bed and crawled into the light All because you kissed me goodnight!” ~Author Unknown

"We cannot take for granted the continuance and maintenance of those rights"


The above is from
Canada Court Watch Site


Sunday, April 26

Nice People - Awful People (Bishop Fulton J. Sheen)

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Kelly McGonigal, "The Willpower Instinct" | Talks at Google



The Millie Martin Story - When mothers fail to see Evil behavior in the same Home.

Published on Jan 31, 2013
"Our dead are never dead to us, until we have forgotten them." - George Eliot 

Narcissism (Teal Swan)

Today I'm 83 years old and technology is no big amazing know how. We still know nothing about who God is. The simple transistor was a little start and up into a smaller space craft than earth is.
We have learned how amazing the earth is: but nothing about man-made injuries.

The 'self-esteem equation' was created by a Harvard psychologist years ago.
I try to keep my self esteem high, by taking care of everyone. Once in while you may find a project where you can make a whole organization better for all the stake holders. Projects, in need to know, find it difficult to find guys like me/us. I used to study all the time to be aware of the best knowledge available to be such a good project leader.
I studied Business law, Principles of Personnel Management, and the base knowledge of all Engineering which really is Math and Physics.
Later in life I studies Psychology. Organizational Development was a gift from God. See my IBM story in this blog collection.
At the beginning of my life my Dad told about Jesus.
In High School, I studied the One Story of Job and the Play Hamlet.

I was always curious about crime: then I met and married a Narcissist.
This name is now used by Medical Psychoanalysts.

We brought one into our family ...... Doctor Lundell.
I and my sons went to him for about 10 years and he died.

Before he died he said... "Denise will kill you"

We needed Jesus and not just a kind and caring Doctor, who made his living until he passed on.

I needed all I studied to make many organizations enjoy the benefits of technical know-how:The power I had to pass on technical know-how was my belief in God.


Narcissism finds its roots in Greek mythology. Narcissus was a man who fell in love with his own image when it was reflected in a pool of water. In today's terms, narcissism means to derive gratification from vanity or egotistical admiration of one's own attributes. It is seen as a form of self-defeating pride.
This is not a viewpoint that Teal agrees with. Teal explains that the most
important thing when it comes to understanding narcissism is to separate self-love from selfishness. Most people think that narcissism is an extreme form of self-love. It is not. In fact, narcissism has nothing to do with self-love. It has to do with someone who perceives an extreme lack of self-sustaining resources, like love. Compassion is necessary when interacting with narcissists. Narcissists hold some of the most painful beliefs and therefore live some of the most painful lives you can find on this earth. People often think narcissists have a high level of self-esteem. They do not. In fact, their life is a perpetual search for self worth and self-view gratification because they are very insecure.
In this episode of Ask Teal, Teal explains narcissism in depth. She then explains how a narcissist can find healing and what to do if you have attracted a narcissist into your life.



Narcissism - what its all about (Dr.Phil...) Subtracting from God

Don Wesley, is a thinker.
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I chose to make this Dr. Phil Show, part of my Blog collection. Over 1350 partial stories I thought about, since I was 3 years old. This is my collection since I was,  77 years old and Homeless.

This show, reveals how children get directions from a 'narcissist' parent, who instructs them where they 'must' keep their own awareness on, to survive.
The narcissist wants their children's eyes on she/him ? 

One or the other is the choice they allow the children whose wisdom is there but lacking in years of knowledge; wisdom  of knowing what shame a 'narcissist' does create as a mental condition. Humanity it seems has too many who have the shame 'flu'.

The best way to survive is to 'love' Humanity; and both parents as 'One.' Keep your eyes on Humanity and not just your Parents. Humanity is Gods one family. It took me years to fully comprehend this strange idea.

Follow the directions from Jesus. The GPS master.

Awareness is the 'state' of, of love,  focusing on what you need to see. Jesus, instructs us to Love each  other.
The noun 'love' is a 'state' of awareness coupled with kindness.
We measure this state of awareness and caring kindness. It is not on or off nor black or white switch. It helps to know how to measure things.
For real deep measuring, study Physics and Math.

I did; now I'm more curious about what others may not see and thereby injure people like children for ever, delaying their entrance to Gods promised heaven.
And do even more injury to the whole dysfunctional family, with too many different minds that need to be 'integrated' into one.
We don't see what don't know exists. A GPS system in your car gives detailed road instructions; you don't know. Once you know; you can ignore the GPS.  It makes driving more certain and leaves you to think about other tiny things.
We can't see God....  but we know where we need to be with Him.  So get Gods Pointing System = (GPS)
This is simple way to get to your Kind and always fully aware.. God, your  Father in Heaven, waiting just for you. If you care about yourself to a very high degree, you will experience self-esteem and be seen as knowing how to use the power of your own will. "Know thy self."
Avoid Narcissistic Parents. They don't focus on you.
They must together... focus on Gods' Humanity.

My wife was exactly a Narcissistic parent .
I haven't seen my children, since my wife
had me evicted from the Organic Family Home.
40 years of loving that Heavenly Home

This type 'love' is a 'verb' an action, and has nothing to do with penetrating to have children come into a spiritual being covered with Flesh.

Published on Sep 8, 2013

On this show, she said...
Dr. Phil TV Show.
"I'm not good enough for anyone, no one took the time to be
there for me".
A view they have of themselves from their own parents/caregivers.
A defense against this feeling is reaction formation, they do anything to appear as the OPPOSITE of what they really are, and end up believing no one else is good enough for THEM.
Paradoxes is then queued up, because they need others to confirm themselves.
Thus the control freaks, lack of empathy, egocentricity, very vulnerable to criticism and all that comes with these traits.
They live their lives in a fantasy bubble.
When they become parents they destroy children for life.
On the other hand, narcissists normally don't have self insight like this lady unless they are under pressure (divorce?).
Maybe her behavior here is just a play, after all she is on Dr.Phil.



Courtship - (Bishop Fulton J Sheen) Male and Female

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The Bishop I know and appreciate from the 1960's

Published on Jun 24, 2014



What would the Justice System be like if we implemented New Testament rules?

Christian Justice   (!!)  (!!)


Every human - (must watch this video)

I added this message to my collection.
April 25, 2015.

The man who uploaded this said...

"Uploaded on Oct 15, 2010....
I have already played my part as a Human...! Have you"



Atheists - (Their Secret Lives and lies) - Beware of nasty talkimg people.

I'm only here to keep this fight 'fair'  

I have the power to kill and never ever need to use it. I have the Keys to heaven !!

I just use my 'collections' of great situational stories; to win minds for Jesus and our team. Keep your mouths clear of sin and brush your teeth.
And join in a conversation with Him, up above.



Saturday, April 25

The girl who silenced the world for 5 minutes

Uploaded on Apr 18, 2008
She addressed a UN Meeting on issue of environment
"The girl who silenced the world for 5 minutes"


W - Keith Campbell - (The Roots of Narcissism )


The Narcissism Epidemic - (W. Keith Campbell)

Published on Jul 31, 2013
From the 1980s to the present, narcissistic personality traits among college students rose just as fast as obesity rates. And those scores
have been rising even faster since the 2000s. Psychologist and co-author of "The Narcissism Epidemic," W. Keith Campbell, sits down with Steve Paikin to discuss just what exactly narcissism is and why we have become a culture obsessed with self-admiration.



Friday, April 24

10-year old mentally collapsed on stage

I need to shed tear sometime ...
Join me ...



George Carlin - National Press Club

I'm here... because I believe this soul-mate...

I thought he was very rude;
years ago.
A tough Irishman from the big city New York.

Now I think; he suggests a few truths.


We are many who search for God and the Peace he provides us.

Thoughts visiting me
this morning - April 24, 2015.
We are many who search for God, and the Peace he provides us.
There are also more who call themselves religious just to be  part of the social club. We who love the Peace he gives us as a gift; are more likely to be true lovers.
Even as I grow older my need to love
everyone more....  grows towards peaceful gardens. We buy land and a house and grow a home.
I think that those who make families move from their homelands are cruel people.  It take years to grow a home. It took me over 40 years to grow Our home. All that while she didn't tell she wanted an apartment. [?]

God sent me a way to think about lovers who hold back; the truth.


100 Tons Space Junks Will Fall Down to Earth 2015



What do the Bible Codes say about the years 2015 & 2016 (Part 1)

Published on Nov 12, 2014

I work for God only - I really mean what I say and answer the question What is wealth ?

I'm retired now and collect my adequate pension provided by the nation I live in. My savings are in my tiny pocket; with just enough cash; in case I loose my Bank card for a day or two.
My excess cash I leave in the Bank; and the bankers don't charge me a cent to leave it in their pockets: they lend cash to people and make interest profits using my spare cash. The Bankers are the too rich people I have to care for: they have our spare cash. What is wealth: getting cash at no cost and renting at evil rates like $30.00 a month for $1000.00... of my money.
You to can get a smaller part of the game they play with our money. The game is not Monopoly!

There is a better system; but the Devil keeps their eyes away from it. Their eyesight I'm healing with knowledge.

I work for all Gods people who continue to be too sinful; the too rich and those who believe they don't need God.
I do heal people also.



If you Love God through the Good and Bad times - You have had conversations with Him.

If you Love God through the Bad and Good times - You will have more conversations with Him.

You will be able to discern when those words of yours [that seem to slip-in and onto the tip of your tongue]  are actually words from God, himself.

The book of Job is named for its main character, a righteous man who was very rich. Even after losing everything he owned and suffering terrible injuries. Job still confessed his love for God.

After hearing from his wordy-friends with no knowledge: then God spoke and showed his mighty power.

Job finally admitted that God is too great and wonderful for us to understand.  This is from, The Holy Bible and from The Old Testament within.
I have used these cartoon type videos to reduce the reading time in the complicated Bible.




Thursday, April 23

Our loss of wisdom - (Barry Schwartz) & (Cultural Marxism) & The antidote

Reviewed by Don April 23, 2015.
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Uploaded on Feb 16, 2009
Barry Schwartz makes a passionate call for practical wisdom as an antidote to a society gone mad with bureaucracy. He argues powerfully that rules often fail us, incentives often backfire, and practical, everyday wisdom will
help rebuild our world.


The antidote is ....
with this young woman below.

Wednesday, April 22

The Root of all Evil

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Published on Nov 29, 2014



( Mystery ) in Orange County

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Published on Nov 26, 2014


Think about knowing God by seeing how Graphene works.

You can't see one atom thick of Carbon
And we can't see one God thick of me or You!
We can see our finger prints!
Watch this video and learn a lot about God.

Graphene-wonder stuff - The One Show on the  BBC; 11th June 2013


Tuesday, April 21

Higher Consciousness

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Uploaded on Mar 20, 2011
Your money manifesting ability is directly affected by your consciousness levels and purpose. In this video, discover how it all comes together



Interview w/ Christine Breese of University of Metaphysical Sciences

(Secret Discoveries of Early Man)

Published on Jan 16, 2015
FORBIDDEN ARCHEOLOGY: Secret Discoveries of Early Man - FEATURE FILM It's Indiana Jones meets The X-Files in this intriguing program that tackles the age-old question Where did we come from? Fascinating viewing!



Monday, April 20

Understanding Borderline Personality Disorder

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There are many misconceptions about the diagnosis of Borderline Personality Disorder. In this video, the diagnostic criteria are explained, ideas about how people develop BPD are offered, and treatment options are
Category Education 
Published on Nov 19, 2013 

How electroshock therapy changed me (Surgeon and author Sherwin Nuland)

Uploaded on Oct 30, 2007

Surgeon and author Sherwin Nuland discusses the development of electroshock therapy as a cure for severe, life-threatening depression -- including his own. Its a moving and heartfelt talk about relief, redemption and second chances. TEDTalks is a daily video podcast of the best talks and performances from the TED Conference, where the world's leading thinkers and doers are invited to give the talk of their lives in 18 minutes -- including speakers such as Jill Bolte Taylor, Sir Ken Robinson, Hans Rosling, Al Gore and Arthur Benjamin.