Re-visited 2015 January 13.www.google.com/+donwesley Originally sent on >>> 23/01/2010 11:19 PM Hi Serge. I have been very busy, moving to a new room (temporary) as well as taking my 'criminal complaint of Elders Abuse' to the RCMP in Ottawa and to the Ottawa police. I am clearly being abused by Denise and those who are conspiring against me. The leaders of this conspiracy are the three key lawyers involved in my personal divorce case.
Whether I can succeed in the courts I cannot be certain of; however my situation at this point is not at its lowest.
Sleeping in my automobile in sub-zero temperatures, with no money and dimming hope was certainly lower.
My health is good and people I meet cannot believe that I am in my 77th year. Most everything is out of my thoughts and focused on survival, my relationship to the divine, my need for justice and the story boards of my journey away from Denise and my home. Life would be much more effective in this journey if it is to get me back into my own home at 6 Hazel Drive. The energy keeping me young is the Grace of the Lord.
For me, from the viewpoint of a 'systems architect' our Court Justice System is not a value adding system. It destroys too much wealth. I don't believe that it can be changed from within itself. My experience from the 70's thru the 90's with large organizations revealed that only very highly talented (unique) individuals with many integrated degrees of academic knowledge can succeed in being the 'Change Master' equal to the task of moving from an 'intolerable national problem' to one of really adding value to our national Justice systems.
We are cyclically devastating families daily and I cannot find any knowledge available to me, which shows that such a 'Change Master' has been found.
I interviewed a very successful real estate agent who said that families are not losing half their wealth, but all their wealth, to people who work in the court systems.
I see criminal conspiracy very clearly in every case I have had the opportunity to read thru. My own case I have documented in detail; differentiating and integrating into one clear story which is that you can only buy a divorce if you give up your entire wealth! I am the Change Master that can see what needs to be done!
Ayn Rand's book 'Atlas Shrugged' describes the present situation most vividly. "We have become a society that values process over people."
The digital technology you and I have seen grow in our lifetime, has been embedded into old organizations by the people within them and these old organizational paradigms are no longer value adding, but value destroying. Since this essay has been flowing from its source (my mind; my ego) You are the very first person I have shared this ‘story board with.’
I suddenly asked two people who were facing me - "Have you ever hated some one? The reply was equally sudden and together they both said "Yes" [They hated their ex-husbands]
I asked because I hated a few people who lived with me over some Time. They seemed normal at the beginning and then one day they seemed very strange and cold. Was I abnormal or was it normal to Hate. How quickly can our hate turn in into Anger with the need to kill? If we don't get needs supplied; our feeling escalate. It you have an itch... you need to scratch it. It takes a lot of thought control to stop yourself from scratching. We are told by our society whether to kill or not! Which do we choose? So, I ask, "can we control our feelings? Can we predict who and what we each think is right or wrong? We welcome in some Terrorists who live here hiding their true feelings. Some don't realize these feeling are hiding. Some are so intellectually smart and plan to kill to supply their need for money or love! I, Don, have been passionately seeking suppliers of answers to these questions I have. This maybe Part 1 of (x) answers. I have a need for answers... and can say I do control how I feel. I will not kill anything but the occasional "fly" I have more to share, but not tonight... I have a need to sleep. Sleep is where are thoughts' are properly inventoried and ready to build evidence to prove something. These types of sleep are peaceful and will be longer than when we have unfilled needs. I'll continue to write in this one explanatory essay, here in my tiny Inn. Until soon, I'll stay fully aware and caring about you all. Rest in Peace - RIP ! www.google.com/+donwesley