Sunday, January 9

What thoughtless words. Cold !

I cannot find the words to express my thinking about what I am reading that you have just written to me and perhaps I never will. I don’t want to die I want to live. What thoughtless words. I fear that I will live a long life of hell on earth. I wonder if you will rest in peace. I believe your father does. If you wanted to hurt me you just have. I am Aware and I do care Don